When life seems crazy, it always seems to get a little crazier!

Last night around 12:30 am I had a seizure. To give some history 3 1/2 years ago I had a grand-mal seizure. I was in the hospital for a week and they discovered a vein angioma (abnormal vein) in my brain that had a 3 mm calcification around it. The calcium deposit is what caused the seizure. I was on anti-seizure meds for 2 years, then went off of them to get pregnant. I continuted to say off of them so I could breast feed. Well, I had my second one ever last night. Poor Steve! It is so scary seeing someone have a seizure. That is just more then any husband should have to go through. During the seizure I bit my tongue and pulled and sprained ligiments in my back, so I am in A LOT of pain. We waited until morning to go to the ER and they gave me some pain medication, which has helped. My mom drove up right after I called her. She is such a wonderful mom. I can't pick Carson up, or do much of anything until my back is healed. I had to go back on my medication so I can't breastfeed anymore, which has been really hard. I guess I didn't realize how wonderful being able to breastfeed is until I am not able to anymore. At least I was able to do it until he was 5 months old. One of the biggest bummers of having seizures is not being able to drive. You have to be seizure free for 3 months after any seizure activity before you are cleared to drive again. So inconveinant... I went back to work last month, and now I am going to have to stop working again (beacuse I have no way to get there) and it's too bad because there is only a month left of school. The ER doctor said high levels of stress and sleep deprivation can sometimes cause seizures. I have a new baby, went back to work, and am taking college courses, you tell me, does that consitute for high stress levels? Anyway, I am doing okay. Thank you for all the phone calls and prayers. Any of my friends that live near by you are welcome to drive me around!! =)